closed....xd

I m here to announce my blogspot will be closed officially,haha! -.- (perasan)

This's my new blog: http://doremifasoworld.blog124.fc2.com/

Add me back!! ><>

monologue

I'd make up my mind.
Yes, i did it and decided in last few hours ago.
I'll quit mdc started from next month, and have to finish all the mess before i left my position.
I havent told them yet T.T

Dont know why, have been struggle on this long time ago.
But relationship doesnt seems any progression.....
Maybe, more worst.
Well, after making this decision i feel myself become lighter, I

no need to ask questions like fool,
no need to ask where's the parcel,
no need to ask where's the posters,
no need to ask what's the tracking no,
no need to ask about the stock,
and everythings repeatly,daily
feel sick of it
because i dont wish to be like a beggar without his pride, to beg all the way along.....
it's really tired.....
eventually, my pride breaks in pieces.

friends should be like this??
only joking with you
only talk to you
when she's free and nobody to share with???
or
reply you whenever she feel want to
avoid you whenever she doesnt want you to ask questions
for me,i think nope....
if you say yes, i'll give it a damn for definitely.

To M&J,
i dont know who am i for you guys,
both of you say are important before,
however,
i think with or without me,
there's not much different actually.
i m not negative thinking for sure,
pls dont keep repeat it,
i want to tell, is not negative thinking,
"not the right time to meet a right person, and we're not suitable to be partner"
lol, sounds weird!
thanks anyway for the sweet memories perhaps.

I feel want to cry badly now T.T kaka~~~
I got a such bad feelings recently,
some people i really treat them as friends
and i thought we have same thought and same motivation to move on
actually not really.....i m still out of planet......why???haha~~
i need someone to tell me am i too sensitive or what???or underground is cool???

"cant see the brightness of the road, the only way towards the right way still looking for it hardly,perhaps we're not belongs together"

levin needs some times to recover from wound and need somebody to share with.
however, THERE'S NOBODY NOW!!!! SAD!!

started mumbling at night.........to be continued.

TMD "TOLONG" UC @&#%

说真的我不是那么闲,大老早爬上来blogging==

因为我很气!!!啊 ~~~~~
我TMD讨厌 "tolong college"!!教授把class cancel然后补的戏码都频频发生~
哇塞你以为每个24hours standby???? >.<
然后教课又不知道在讲什么 ==
好,我自己念==

今天早上一伙人不来又没跟我说,害我来了又不想一个人像个白痴呆着,所以我翘课 T.T
omma, mianhe T.T
我会自习==

考试接近, 我很怕failed 或考不好>'<
但是jy说:努力就不怕了!!
嗯嗯~努力
可是最近荒废了不少时间 T.T
我靠~~~~

我想骂@#%&@##
在那个"tolong" corrridor online -_-;;;;;
tolong 没一样我可以举出的好!!!!
千万不要进来 ><

无时无刻的期待

妈妈爸爸明天从海南岛会来~
yahoo!~我不用每天想我下餐吃什么 -.-

每天的期待，每天的一而再的等待
很希望突然call我，告诉我好消息，大家的努力是怎样了
突然很想念五只，
很想跟大家一起聚在一起，一起加油！一起喝采！
我期待的某一天可否出现???

最近花了钱买一堆无谓的东西-.-
pia死我自己 =lll=
存钱存钱~
最喜欢的还是我的“红色”钱包，呵呵~~东方啊~~~
我真的很需要钱现在 ==

还有不到一个月考final, 这次aim 70分 -0-
张素莉，你醒来读书吧！！！

今天在光州开唱，允浩的家乡，大家要好好加油哦！！
允浩是光州之光！！~

想不到title,所以不写！！- -''''''

翻我照片看到这让我想起last semester考得不错lecturer给的奖励- -'''''这次的test我想去bang wall！！！唉，下个月的考试非拿高分！！！（但愿如此，神明保佑！）><

我这几天都过着保姆的生活 -.-'''''

俊希没什么问题，可是俐颐我真的没办法

但是姐姐说明天俐颐总算可以让她回家婆那里，俊希待这~

俐颐是我妈妈也没办法的小家伙=.=

日文初级1考试结束了，下个星期就开始2了，但是angelyna会暂停目前

唉，没人陪我啦~~~T.T

我终于在星期一时“爆发”了我对她的不满！！娃哈哈！！-.-

可是我感觉到她不是愿意的承认而是推的一干二净

好吧，可能那在你眼里没啥，在我却重要

就当我negative thinking lo!!!（她超爱说的-0-）

我不想去理论什么，反正我觉得浪费我力气~

我没想过我能改变你什么

最近有个想法把我的planner写满满的！！

因为看到了让我无法抗拒的deco sticker 和stamp ！！

可是钱啊~~~~~打消这个念头 =.=

还有每天把花费记录起来，就算是很小的数目，你会发觉储蓄必须从这开始~

哈~~~